I hope you're scarred with memories of my face

If I could go back in time
I would be with you
And if I could hold you
I wouldn't think about the rest
of my emotions
my silly sense of young love
My dearest I love you
I need you in my life so I
will love you
forever its the godamn truth
I wish you could know that
I want you more than my own life
The sky's blue
I see grey
It's silenced by my closed eyes

And I would be hopeful
Forever baby I love you
I am sorry
I miss you
I need you in my arms tonight
I left you
I wronged you
I walked away when you cried
Say you love me
That's all you ever asked of me
BUt I was
so selfish
I told you that it wasnt worth it
I need you in my life
my wishes are so useless

So now I...
walk alone...into the darkness of mylife
Alone and....abused like the animal that they call me
I miss you
I love you
But chances are it wont happen
I screamed once
I yelled twice
I stab my self in my heart now

So you could see my blood
poar down onto your shirt
LEts stain it
please keep it
I wont need it at my grave
I hope you will be scarred
with memories of my face
So that way I know that
you still think of me and wont forget

If I was the man that I should of been a time ago
I wouldnt be lonely
I would be married to this girl
I would've been sleeping in the arms of my lost love
I would've been hopeful
And looking upon the sky to say thank god

But, now Im....
lonely....
picked out from the unforsaken ones...
I died in...my misery....
no one thinks of me anymore.....
anymore......

SO keep the blood stained shirt.
Dont put it on my grave.
I hope you're scarred with memories of my face.