I should have told you

I want to call to you
but you've already gone away
I cant help but think of you
everyday

you were everything I needed
I loved you each and everyday

I am spiritualy defeated
wont you let me say the things I need to say

I'm sorry baby
for not telling you the full story
I knew I couldnt be with you
I guess I should have told you
My life is a mystry
and I dont know where its leading me
I have to live my destiny
regardless of all the pain it gives to me
I knew I'd have to leave you someday

I knew I'd get up and I'd walk away
I dont know why they've given this life to me
dont you know I still love you baby
I'd marry you baby
but I cant
and it hurts me almost everyday
it's so wrong
I wish I could tell you whats going on
but I dont know
why does life have to tear at me so
why cant I just turn and let it go
I dont want to live this life
I just wanna sleep by you everynight

can you ever forgive me
for not letting you know
I didnt choose this destiny
and I wanted you to know...
I'm still in love with you
thats what I'm always gonna do
while I'm crying at night
wishing you were in my life
I wish we never had to say goodbye
I'll love you for the rest of my life.