The night i thought was the time of my life!

It's been awhile since i've had real fun
untill this night, yeah i thought it wuz the one
we smoked , we drank, we danced all night
yup, this was the best night alright
we watched the best movies in the world
we jumped on the trampoline...
we layed around drunk
yup this was the night i thought was gonna be the time of my life
but as my two friends and their boyfriends walk upstairs and im all alone,
they lay in bed
and i sit her...alone, once again
the computer my only true friend
and they laugh and they smile
alll the while, im here all alone
once again..ALL ALONE
i have a man,
i thought he was great
the "dream dates"
the fun....
everything u could want in a man packaged in one!
and then i gave him the call i thought would be an "i love u, and goodnight"
but it ended our relationship with that single fight.
he doesn't care anymore...why should i,
just kill me now, im really ready to die
and as he lays with that girl tonight
he's probably satisfied
but im in pain, and unfortunately still alive