Absolutely Unconditional?

So young to know the truth and what the world can offer him
Fiend starting to form and made a mark without anticipating
Waiting to exhale and right time to devour him completely
Filled with light and brightness to conquer all debauchery
But the sun betrayed him and delivered him to nefariousness

Given the chance and time to combat all the obscurity
Fight that can stand forever for the sake of being true
Judging him with just a pure insecurity and misapprehension
Words that linger and cuts his inner soul without humiliation 
Curse them that their soul will be burn and crush in hell

But You said that You loved and cherished me as Your son
Why is that I can feel no more your presence and passion?
Is the monster inside me taken and drove me that much?
I got lost and wandering around for few enthrallment
Someone save me from drowning before death will pursue me

Loving a bloke made the light and angels turn their backs on me
Is Your love is absolutely unconditional? Knowing what I am.