[ What it means to me ]

What it means to me
is being totally lost
to not have a clue
where you are
or where you've been
when you don't even know
who you are anymore
you don't really know
if anyone cares
if people just notice you
cuz you're there
cuz without you
there'd be no one to bug
to feel so surrounded
but so painfully alone
when happiness
is something
that feels so strange
when it finally creeps back in

this is what it means to me
to feel so down
with other people so up
I know how it feels
cuz it happened to me
this feeling of utter aloneness
to feel like there is no one there
no one to catch you
when you fall
helping you up
when you stumble
working you through
the places you trip
no one at all
but I've found
people who care
people who want me to live
when I was down
at rock bottom
they threw me a rope
and helped me climb up
they gave me some time
to sort out my thoughts
some time to stop myself
breaking down
and killing myself right then and there
those people saved me
from myself
and from losing
everyone and everything
I once loved
thank you peeps
for helping me up
I feel much better now
FRIENDS
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