Wondering

If only I knew exactly how you feel
Maybe then I could sleep at night
I hate it that I'm always left to wonder
Empty thoughts after I turn off the light
Is there any way to tell
I'm tired of always being left without knowing
It's no use to try to push you out of my mind
Cause you're stuck inside my head and I don't think I'm slowing down
You wake me up so I can't get tired
I'm so restless because sometimes you just don't seem to care
Not at all about how I feel
I just want to be honest, you make me feel so bare
Like I'm naked but you don't even notice
I just want to hide myself
But you're blind to my emotions
And I just lay awake trying not to wonder
What you think about me
Secretly knowing it's stupid to even bother
It's obvious that you can't see
You can't see me any other way
If anything, I'm just a friend
I'm the only one who couldn't breathe
When my waist was in your hand
If I could just be assured
The promise of someday
Time would make no difference
Two years would be just days for me to wait
Hours for you to take my hand
Minutes for every kiss
Seconds for you to finally love me
No time at all for eternal bliss
That's all I want, just you
There's nothing else I need
Just for you to hold on tight
and say you'll always love me
Everything you are is perfect
You've made me feel this ecstasy
Can't you see we're made for each other
and that is something I can honestly believe.

So I have to wonder, what do you think of me?