each in turn

*1. long hair
perhaps This mAle
wicca Yet ruLes the sOul
wherefoRe?
you sat beside me
t

-2. smile from your deptHs
yOu crazy
i Wondered if you were even attracted to gIrls
but at lEast you were sweet, d.
h

*3. beautiful CrasH
and in a word
faR too much
but at least
the vIew waS worth it
c

-4. weRe yOu always as silent as me?
Because
perhaps thats why
r

-5. Smile
is thE only word
i cAn even associate with you
that, and falleN
s

*6. you wEre
beyond any shadow of a doubT
sHallow
A complete
aNd total
bastard
e

*7. perhaps this was Never
ever
meant to be
that someone I could care about this much
je le Kiffe
i would find myself
falling In love with
n

*8. what the fucK
wAs i thinking
when i thought
you weRe even remoteLy a good idea?
k

*9. you're probably the only person
i Decided wAs worthy of me
unfortuNately
you were wiser than that
d

*10. if aNything
you Are probably the besT friend i Have
in thAt buildiNg
and the only one who really knows me
but i suppose it could be
that we aren't like the divas
n

*11. i haTe everything About you
everythiNg
whY did i love you?
why did i even wAnt to?
t

*12. you used Me
abused me
bruIsed me
and its Kind of hard to forgEt that
m

-13. beautiful stranger
perhaps its easier to
Justify
loving A beautiful face
that you'D never know
than sacrificing thE friendship you cherish
j



...silence now remains
        cherished in the simplicity
      of a loveless world