please

i would pay the cost any ammount
for the love and the children i lost
i never thought life would turn out like this
i never thought life would burn out like this
it started with a perfect kiss
the perfect bitch
the perfect witch
the worst wish
i need to exist
i need to twist
the past to be me
to be free
i need the girl
she is my world
i need to raise our child
life is supposed to be wild
a wife and a new style
ive done so wrong for so long
i want it to change
god please if your listening
answer my prayers
give them the strength to do whats right and whats fair
please god i need your answer
my offering
is my health
give me cancer
and please bring me the best years of my short time here.....