May or May Not Be

Sometimes I get lost somewhere between light and dark
Leaving me with a deep painful uncoverable mark

I can't hear or see anyone to reach out my hand
To be honest no one would even understand

There would be nothing I could say
And to me...no need to pray

This world has taken away so much
My heart now behind bars so no one can touch

Their is no one that I have to blame
The pain I have acquired has no name

Some say my soul has seemed to have died
Seeped out from all the tears I've cried

Maybe this is true and inside I'm empty and hollow
Makes it seem so unreal and hard to swallow

Yet here I am still walking and living
I still feel and care and keep on giving

I'm human and my heart beats just as you
So who cares what may or may not be cause
ill still keep on living as I do