you

your so selfish
you only think of yourself
or maybe iam the one who is ?
i dont know no more
ive tried hard as i can
no matter what i do
we just seem to drift apart
you offer hope
but then in a second its gone
i want to belive you
when you say you love me
but so much of you shows
that you dont love me much anymore
i wish i could truly fully trust you
but something in my heart
says no
something in my head says
he must be lying
something in my eyes
makes me think
you dont love me only
but i want to block out
all my doubts
but you give me no reasons to
when all the bells are ringing
or maybe it all just in my head?
maybe its just what i want to belive
because i cant think of anyother reasons
that we are so far apart
so what do i do
how can i fix this
or is it time to just give up
walk away from you
i must not look back
because i will cry
because i know i want to turn back
but i cant
because i know you will never change
because that is just you
with your excuses
maybe the truth
but i cant make this better
if you wont even try