So much time's passed
since I had you near
since the last kiss,
since all those wasted tears
I used to love you so
you never gave a shit
your love like Cupid's bow
whose arrows hungered meat
And then one day
I understood,
scent of decay
I called you hood
'I love her' you said
'What can I do?'
I was nearly dead
but though I was blue
I never left you alone
I was always your friend
whenever you needed atone
I could always bend
Now you tell me goodbye
because just she told you so
you say 'I don't want you to cry
and don't you hang your head low'
But tell me where could I find
a place in my heart
where your memory has died
where there is a new start
You say that we'll meet again
that our friendship is tough
and there's never an end
or at least this is not
And I want to believe
but my feelings collide
to be shown my disease
and I can barely abide
My selfcontrol's fading
I have no thing to say
Tears my eyes invading
once more my sky is grey













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