you could never link reality to my head but you tacked little strands of star beads & glitter vines on my ceiling for my eyes only
I woke up clinging to your shirt just begging you not to leave me alone with the smell of all my yesterdays rotting in my chest
the sun had barely risen as the smoke clouded my eyes and nothing you could say or do would bring me from that high
you didn't promise anything but forgetting. but this was better then hollow smiles and memories blocking coherent thought
coherent thought like a split wrist & an empty bottle of vicodin still rolling across the floor when you walk in
I know promises were meant to be broken and I never saw it coming when you shot me full of used syringes and shards of reflective paradoxes
I said I'd die for you & just once you didn't say no to that empty promise but you gave me all the things I need to keep it
a ruptured heart, broken capillaries, & a severed nerve cord and I was so numb that I couldn't feel the pain of dying as it swept over me in monochrome waves
this is what kiss and make up is for you and I'm not refusing it when I can't say no to the smiles and this reason for existing ----
dying for a beautiful cause like your very being and it's all just fun and games until you can't take back everything you never said . . .
Author notes
[[400]] © Akh.
Older stuff. But then I dont care if you arent into it. My words, my style. ♥
Comments
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Sounds like all the wonderful things about pseudo-love that I will never know and always miss.
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Wow this is breath-taking.
love it<3
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i love this. i love the style. i love the imagery. all around amazing, girlie. gosh. i missed you. and this gorgeous poetry of yours.
ily.♥
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This is absolutely awesome. I love this and it flows together wonderfully. Powerful message written in it as well. Lovely job all around! Keep up the good work, hun.
Always and Forever,
Aqua Tinted
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