So vulnerable, I never thought I’d be so nervous & confused around you. But I couldn’t let myself cry in front of you. I just wanted to be held, wanted you to hold me. Emotionally confused for my loss but not about my feelings for you. I was aching to tell you, have been for months. Why don’t you already know I love you? It’s too hard...
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Written in August 2004, the day after my grandfather passed away, this was about how I was trying to pluck up the courage to tell a guy who worked in my building that I liked him. I told him about my grandfather in the hope that he would take me in his arms to comfort me. Unfortunately, we got interrupted so I never got the chance to tell him that I had feelings for him. I have since left that job and no longer see him... I'm sure he had an idea but he never responded positively towards me in that way. :-(
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Awww so heartfelt and very touching, oh that feeling we have for them inside, it's love and forever will live for them...
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