I always manage to screw things up.
With words that shouldn’t be said.
Actions that shouldn’t be acted upon.
A life that shouldn’t be lived.
And what if I fall?
Would you even notice?
Would you try to stop my descent
Before I reached the unreachable.
Before I too, am lost?
I’m sorry.
That I’m still alive,
That I’m still making too many mistakes,
That still I can’t let go.
I need to let go.
I don’t want to hurt you.
I always manage to go back on my goodbyes.
But this time its for real.
Please tell me what you think
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Freakin' awesome
I feel the EXACT same way. Every time I try to kill myself, I fuck it up, so I'm still here. I think that I'm weak, well either that or I'm immortal, lol. I feel ya for real on this one. It was great, i really felt it.

