Smile and laugh
Pretending like nothing's wrong
But I'm never happy enough
Turn the music up
To drown my thoughts out
But it's never loud enough
Turn the lights off
Don't wanna see what reminds me of you
But it's never dark enough
Cut so fucking deep
To take away this mental pain
But it's never deep enough
Pack all of my things
And run far away from you
But it's never far enough
Take an extra dose
To alter my twisted mind
But it never lasts long enough
Change everything
To make them like me
But I'm never good enough
Pull the trigger
And wait for the sound
Now am I dead enough?
I was very frustrated when I wrote this...
Comments
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This Is "Bunny" Great!
This is an amazing piece! So similar to how I feel!
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Sometimes everyone feels like this.
Never give up hope, honey.
Always keep up your head and never stop.
You're better than that.
xx.
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