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[ I've said that I can't envy ]

I've said that I can't envy
But sometimes I hate to watch everyone fall in love
I've always said it doesn't affect me
But there is so much I never speak of

I've always smiled when she talked of him
Yet nothing she said to me was new
And though inside of me my hope began to dim
I stood there laughing telling myself the happiness was true

I've said I can't feel jealousy
But I've always had a cold glare in my eyes
I kept saying that hate is just not in me
But it felt relaxing to hear their goodbyes

I try to not let myself remember it
" I don't love you "
And I force myself to admit
" I don't love you too "

I've always said that I can't envy
But sometimes I hate to watch everyone fall in love
I've always said it doesn't affect me
But there is so much that I never speak of.

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  • Walking Tall
    September 3, 2007

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    probably the worst feeling in the world
    when you want to let someone else be happy
    but you do so at the cost of your own heart
    *hugs*
    brilliant poem...
    hope you feel better soon
    SeeJ


  • Black Armada
    September 3, 2007

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    Very good

    This poem is great because everybody must have felt this way some time in their life. It's the worst thing that we have, and everybody hates to admit it. It's nice to see it brought out.