The Pain of Loving You

These gentle tears I cry
Are things you rarely see.
When with you my heart can fly
While breaking into twos and threes.

Every moment we're together is joy
Every moment we're apart is despair.
Yet still, my heart is destroyed
My love amazingly not beyond repair.

To be with you is true bliss.
To be by your side with nothing amiss.
To feel my love's eternal abyss.
To know of you it consists.

Still it hurts with passionate rage
Felling you turn your eyes away.
What is wrong, am I on the wrong page?
Why is it with me you just can't stay?

Why is it I can't confess and confide?
Why is it these feelings I hide?
To you I wish to open up wide...
Instead I sat at home and cried.

Never having the courage to tell you the truth
Never gaining the strength for you to see
How deep in love I truly am with you
And hope you only feel the same for me.