Morning Afters

What goes through your mind the morning after you've dissapointed us all?
Do you think about what a stupid mistake that was?
Or maybe just about how you feel like shit.
Do you ever think about how we feel when you're drinking?
Or is it just about you?
Have you ever considered the 'what if's and the could have beens?
We have.
What do you say or think when you wake up and realize no one want's to speak to you?
Does it suck, or do you just not care?
Did you ever stop and wonder about how this affects us, too, and that it's not just you?
But I guess that's hard to do when you're drunk.
Do you even feel bad?
These unanswered questions linger.

You can't ignore it when it's all around you.
We're constantly reminding you of how much of a fuck up you are.
I hope someday it pays off and you can stay sober.
Until then, the same shit happens.
You act like you don't care, and then you do.
You get drunk again, and then it's just another morning after.

I'm tired of the morning after's.