Baby Bedtime

Are you ready for the story sweetheart?

I loved you baby before you were born. You were in heaven, before you were born, with Jesus looking down on me. Jesus saw how sad and lonely I was getting by myself. Shadows lived over me blocking the sunlight God tried to cheer me up with. My heart was pulling into itself trying not to be drowned in my black lakes. I wanted someone to love me. I made mistakes baby and Jesus and you cried for me. Then Jesus decided to send you to me, to make me realize I was loved, I was needed, I was special. When you were inside of me, I began to stop making my mistakes, stop thinking I was useless. I had a purpose... to help you and belong to you. Your heart warmed mine and the blackness lessened a little. I met your daddy after you were already moving in me. He showed me that I could be loved unconditionally without giving anything for it or lowering my worth. He loved me and loved you before you were born. We whispered long through long nights to you, telling you of our plans, our futures.

Many people try to seperate the three of us, but we have come together by choice. We have decided not to give into the lie that we are not special. I have decided to love and be loved.

You came early but we stay by you dearheart, feeling that love eminate from your very skin. I think you were made of love baby, when you were a spirit up in heaven, I think Jesus pulled the love out of his heart and mixed it with all the Joy and Happiness he could find and planted it inside of me, making you.

Your daddy is a miracle like that as well, he came out of nowhere from far away, to tell me that I was loved, to share his heart with us.

My heart is growing now bright love, growing and melting and feeling both you and your daddy. We will be here with you forever and help to guard your heart against the coldness you may encounter. We love you baby so much. You are the worlds greatest treasure and us the treasure keepers.

So sleep well my angel and remember that place in heaven where Jesus loved you and loved me enough to bring us together. You are ours, and we are yours.

Dream of light...