Missing

I  hold the pillow close to me.
Where your head had just faded from.
It's strange how fast time goes when you want it to stop.
I always think of you close to me.
Even though,

I am always worrying when we'll do this again.
It feels like a fling,
But it's anything but to me.
Everytime we're together like that,
I wish that you would let me shout it out.
I wish I could claim you as mine.

You say you're single.
I know you're not.

You say I'm your friend.
I know I'm more.

Friends don't say I love you,
Lying next to each other as we do.

Friends don't kiss like we do.

I want to be more.
But I feel like the more I want,
The less I get.

I can spend my life with you.
All those times I piss you off.
All those times you yelled at me.

You tell me to go to sleep when I stay up to long.
Tell me to eat when it's been to long.
Tell me to wake up so I'm on time.

I'm not needy, but I like that you care.
I'm self sufficient, but I don't want you to dissapear.

Do you feel like I need you?
Because I think I do..

If you weren't around,
I'd get depressed.

If you weren't there,
I'd feel incomplete.

You wouldn't smile so much.
I'm always there for you.

When you don't need me, I'm still a call away.
I'll come running.

because you do so much for me.
The least I can do,
Is fall in love with you.

Now I cling to the pillow holding the smell of your hair.
Wishing my fingers were still running through it


Takun