Because I'm Thinking About Thinking Thoughts

I wish I didn’t think so much,
I wish I didn’t have to hate.
I wish there could be silence here,
In my ever expanding place.

In a web of lies and truths,
My thoughts they plague like dreams,
And everything conflicts the last
Thing I believed or so it seems.

A place for confusion
A place for denial,
A place where I can be alone,
But a place where I can’t smile.

It’s not a lonely place,
Although I’m the only one that’s been,
And I’m scared of your reaction,
If inside my place you’d seen.

It’s a small and empty room,
That is cluttered to the max,
It’s an ever ending circle,
In which you have impact.

You affect my brain waves
Yes you get inside my head,
And you make it all so easy,
For me to just forget.

But I think too much,
Enough for both of us I guess,
And there’s one little thing,
This one thing I request.

Numb it. Give me something,
Stop the nagging that goes on,
I hate my voice, it’s just too loud,
And I need it to be gone.

Hand me that bottle,
Yes, now hand me that joint,
I need to stop this thinking,
These thoughts that have no point.

And they say it makes it worse,
They say that pot, it turns your head,
Well I don’t mind I’d give it all,
For an hour, of silence, sleeping in my bed.