Too Much to Handle

Time signatures put in motion
on top of eachother
blustery disorder all around
too much to handle

Tearing me apart
heart, mind, and body
Sacrificial happiness
for the one I love
too much to handle

But the moments after
with swirling smiles
and darling brown eyes
it's too much to handle

Forced to do nothing
obligated to do everything
my pen ran out of ink
I cannot draw the line
too much to handle

It's always rainy on those days
I'm submissive and indifferent
let the clouds come
let the fog engulf us all
it's too much to handle

a wave of exhaustion
overcomes us both
these are moments of peace
when we sleep in each other's arms
too much to handle

The contrast like major and minor
but indecisive on which is which
If I were to walk, i would fall
and fall
and fall
solid ground would never return
It's just too much to handle.