With you

I was pulled to your grave today.
Reading the epitaph, tears swam in my vision.
I heard your voice in my ear but it was just the wind.
You're free now, I say aloud but I still cannot accept it.
You breathed life into me.
You gave me courage.
You're the only one I love, the only one I will love.

A demon to angels, a demon to humans
But to the few who  knew  you, you were fallen.
My love, you were my Angel Boy.
The one to keep me afloat.
Without you here I stray away
But I know you're watching.
I'm always wishing your still here with me.

I lay upon your grave today,
Wishing to tell you what I always longed to.
That you never hurt me the way you thought.
That without you I would have never ventured out.
That it was you that made me who I am today.
That it would always be your I loved.
That I found out what was missing.

I was pulled to your grave today.
Looking up I saw you.
Greating each other with a smile.
Standing up and reaching for you.
Enveloping each other with our wings.
Finally we are both free and together.
Only if we were to know this in life.