When I was just a little girl, I found refuge
In your arms I was always met with a warm embrace
And for every little bed time story, or monster you chased
You were a figure so strong and bold in my life
You became my mom when my biological wasnt
You made up for her absence and then some
I held your hand to cross the street
And laughed when you tickled me
And you watched as I progressed from a girl to a woman
But here I sit
No hand to guide me through this life
You are still here but so far away
And I cant make you want to stay
I make up lies to help chase away the pain
Becasue I dont know why things didnt stay the same
Maybe it takes a child to see
But parents always want thier children to have a better life
More money for clothes and food on the table every night
But I find what I truly need the most
Is you here by my side
Words cant even begin to describe
How far away from you I feel
Now that you serve for visitation purposes
Coming home from a hard week
Just to yell, your words tormnet me
Beat me up inside
Becasue I never thought there would be a day,
When your words didnt bring a smile
No I'm not even trying
Becasue if I do good, then you will stay away
But maybe if things are bad, you will be home for more than three days
I am so confused, as I wipe the tears from my eyes
You walk out the door again
I wont talk or hear from you for another week
And this is supposed to be ok
Acceptable in my eyes
When all I really want
Is for you to be here
Becasue mom, there are still some monsters you need to chase
Author notes
My mom took a job in a different state, and now she only comes home on the weekends, oh and she is my step mom, but she has always been there more than my actaul mom has. Well here recently she has been coming home in such a sur disposition, and I dont know what to do!!! So I wrote this somewaht childish poem, but now I find that fear creeping up inside of me, wondering if I should give it to her or not!!! any comment would be wonderful!!!!!
Please tell me what you think
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I honestly don't know whether you should show her the poem or not, mostly because I don't know her. What I do know, is that you're going to have to convey your feelings to her sooner or later. The tima and place is up to someone who actiually knows her. I can tell you that showing someone something this deep and and emotional is bound to have a strong effect, whether positive or negative. I know I probably wasn't very much help, but it's a difficult situation, and I wouldn't want to tell you what you should do if I'm not sure myself.
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oh.......
DONT EAT HER.....*pokes the monster under krystens bed, only to find out that it is Matt in a monster suit* hmmm......and some how I was expecting this....
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