I'm Not over You

im a broken heart in this world apart and all my thoughts come back to you.
every song, every smile, every night and day, every mile
im stuck on this ride of hate, but im holding onto the bar.
darlin, baby, honey, love, i cant tell you enough how you have been my shinning star.
I hate my self for what i've done
but im hateing you because you still fucking run.
just to know you care, that you read my letters and maybe one day you'll be there...
im lost, im screwed, im a mess all because of you
but i want it back, the perfection we created
because i am truly nothing and a girl faded.
Im waiting till the day the stars align
with the moon and sun intertwine
so that we can be happy and together and our smiles will be forever
and that our lives wont be a constant fight
because we are real, we are true, we are fates hated beings, but we get to say Fuck you.
I love you my darling boy
Doom and cars and staring at our beloveded stars
i want nothing more then to be with you.
because im not over it, im not over you.