Worthlessness

Worthlessness


I'm not perfect
I've tried that life out before
but I figured out that it'll never be worth it.
I am just me
and that is all that I can be.
It hurts to know that I'm so under appreciated
All I've ever done  is care and love
I'm sorry to know that is not enough.
I'm just one person
and you should know that I'd never disconnect
with you unless I just couldn't help it.
You all should know that
you'll never meet another
just quite like me.
Who can do the things I do and never expect a thing in return?
You know I'd give you the world if I could.
I'd give you my soul if it wasn't already taken.
I've given all I can give
I've been shoved aside way too many times
but I've let you walk all over me
and kill all of my pride.
.... .... ....
This is a sad story of my life
Yes, I know you'll never fully understand
the way I am.
I care so much that I'd give you my one last breah
Just to hear you say that you appreciate me
cuz it has been bothering me lately
that you don't care enough to call  me
and say anything or have the time of day;
Yes I still love you dear but it feels like
you don't care about me
You seem to care about the only important things
and for you that is YOU
For years and years I've pretended not to mind
if all you ever needed me for was to use me
well I guess I'd finally get myself some guts to say:
" Fuck you, and you'll have to see just how life goes
without me"
And I hope it goes grand for you with out me
I'll finally know that I am completely worthless!