Time to end this sickening pain
I am done with this horid game
My heart gets beaten and smashed to pieces
Longing for the day when it ceases
Apparently I'm a nothing that doesn't matter
And my soal gets ripped and tattered
An ex-boyfriend who thinks I'm not there
Stolen by a best friend who couldn't give a care
Away I fall and disappear
A taste of pain I had always feared
So as I lay here and wipe my eyes
I drown myself to sleep from cries
Silent tears slide down my face
As I am wrapped in utter disgrace
My courage dies bit by bit
I find no place in which I fit
How do people come careless and cruel
Makes me look like a broken fool
Happy thoughts were taken to the grave
As I re-learn I must be brave
I must now watch out for my heart
Before one more person tears me apart
Author notes
For the contest I entered, this poem is for option 4. I vented on my feelings. =]
Written on July 30, 2007.
My best friend had just asked me if I still had feelings for the ex she took away and I told her exctly how I felt, she then said that I did not matter and I was nothing. It hurt. I was ready to die, but thankfully I was in the dorm with a bunch of people who cared about me and everybody came into my room that night. It was crazy.
A contest entry
- Another Fun Contest--I have nothing better to do with my points! =) by ItalianGurrl.
550 points, ended September 26, 2007, 16 entries
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-Rachel- -
how ironic is it that we got our hearts broken by roommates.
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