Lightskin

As long as I sit here with your name onmy body,I will never be able to put you behind me.
For you see I am trying to let go,but my heart won't let me do so.
I'm gone I say,but the memories won't let me erase you from my mind.
I'm blinded by guilt.
I built
love shrines,tha only love could bind.
But this shit here ain't love it probably ain't even hate.
I quake at the thought of losing you,but having you hurts even more.
I'm fucking sore eyed,cuz of how many tears I cried.
My lungs are dry for throwing up your name.
Damn lightskin I'm in pain,with your name in eye reach I will never refrain myself from being inlove.