For the past week I have been dying. Wanting to cry. Wanting to fucking get away. I just hated everything every day.. Nothing but hatred beyond that of reason. So lost in my own rage caught up in a haze. This fucking rusted cage. I have lost all that is dear to me. Friends I made. A lover and my very soul. Just want to run away. Leave this shit behind me. All of it. The lies and the fake smiles. All the lol that meant nothing but a false hope. A false shred of laughter.. The darkness covers me in all I do. But I have seem to be lucky enough to find you. You don’t see me the same as I see you but I am glad I can call you a friend my dear. You mean a lot to me and have basically pulled me out of what I see is the sea of darkness that I so foolishly let concur me. You have no idea, but you pulled me out of that hell. In this new light I stand. I stand not alone because now I see that I have brothers and sisters by the dozen. And I have a friend in you dear. I promise my self and you dear. That I will hold on to this moment you have granted me. I feel like a saved man before the masses of hell. You mend these wounds so well. With your kind words and deep soul. The laughter of an angel. You looked past my weakness and saw my strengths . You know who you are and I thank you with my heart. And give you this write for I promise to show you that there is still some good in men
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