Here

i'm always here.

like i'm glued to a spot.
transfixed upon you.
even as you walk away
i can't help but watch and stay.
timeless;
i feel timeless.
when i talk to you.
sandwiched between
love&&depression
i miss you
like the sun misses the moon
like facing an improbable doom.
baby sometimes i get angry
fury defeats me.
puddles around me.
like swarms of fireflies.
but it evaporates.
fades.
sometime replays.
but never stays.
because i know
it's not your fault.
sometimes i wish i could blame you
for everything.
just because i'm worthless
without your input.
like an electric
without it's amp.
soft and quiet
afraid to rock out loud.
speak;
just speak.
tell me about it.
tell me what i'm doing.
to displease.
i don't think you'll say it's my fault.
and you'll be sure to say it's yours.
but I won't take that answer.
i'll trail it behind everything
like it's last in line.
last resort.
empty.
babe, i'm empty.
emptier than the excuses you give me.
i'm here though.
empty and waiting.
i'm here..