I can't stand this.
I can't cope.
Disappear,
You are invisible.
But that doesn't mean you've gone.
I have the same conversation
Going around and around in my mind.
I tell myself that I'm over you,
Then I realise I'm thinking of you.
Again.
I'm not cut out for this.
I always thought it was such an exaggeration
The old cliche 'a broken heart'.
But that cliche has never felt so real.
So close to home.
I can't bear the thought of you much more.
I'll know when I'm ready to see you again,
When I've forgotton why I haven't seen you for so long.
I feel sick.
My eyes are sore from uncried tears.
My chest is heavy.
I can't face the world,
But I'm so lonely stuck here on my own.
I need a friend to talk to.
But I lost the friend I talk to when I lost you.
Author notes
Bastard feelings of a foolish heart.
Please tell me what you think
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I simply like your style!
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thankyou
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aw darling, im so so so sorry. i really am, and i wish, i so so wish i could drive and stay with you for a while, just for there to be someone for you to exist with. i would come over, but im not in the parents good books atm.xxxx
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