XxReflectionxX

Im addicted to the fantasy of you
Your my most vivid dream come true
Nothing compares to your touch
Or your eyes staring back at me,
sometimes its too much
My knees grow weak, breathing slows
Where to find love, no one knows
Your finger tips upon my body
The purest form of ecstasy
Eyes closed, dark, silent, completed
The insecurities that once wrapped themselves around me, depleted
I saw this place of perfection
Full of things you do
Standing in awe, to me this is new
Sinking in my vulnerability
Praying time and again that you wont hurt me
Sprawled across the floor on this lonely Thursday
Still something tells me it will be okay
Home from a week of sleeping at your side
I told you i'd be strong, well i lied
Sleeping without you is a gentle suicide
Exhaustion forces itself against me, I miss you still
The memory of you, enough to kill
Im tired, sick and sore
Terrified of caving in like before
But i know i have you to pull me through
"Own your pain," You say
Im learning by trial and error, day by day
Sometimes confident, often weary
Chin held high, I attempt your theory
Lights flicker upon my movement
Im so ready to overcome my involvement
In this game, named misery and pain
You give me reason to smile back at my dark past,
As I gently pray that tomorrow holds no sorrow
I count the days till im able to sleep in your bed
But for tonight, Sobriety and your love will calm my head
Longing for the intimacy we both love,
Tonight a prayer will leave me, sealed with a kiss and guided above
I love you my dear,
and may that love grow year after year.

[MissxJaymie]