Why should I try,
I always seem to fall.
What the fuck is love,
An emotion I know nothing of.
How can you love when you've never been tought?
How can I succed when I'm pushed back down?
I try to run and escape, but can't find the way,
Sometimes I wanna leave, why the hell should I stay?
Drugs seem to comfort,
But their disaproval is killing me.
Why is everyone so mad?
I tried but can never be free.
Not who you think,
Not what you want.
I try to be everything,
But am nothing at all.
A failure and a disgrace,
Cocaine dreams save me from this prison.
Every memory kills bit by bit,
So I drown in this rainbow poison.
Maybe now I'll find love,
Find peace and serenity.
Maybe now I wont fall,
Maybe now I can be, everything you want from me.
Author notes
to my ex when we were still together
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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*Sigh*
I rrally can not say I really understand this poem at all but oh well. I really found this quite a puzzling write yet a very well penned one too. good work my frind and kepe it up.
Paul 
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This is really really good. I friggin love it. I know how you feel with this. If you ever need to talk I'm here k? Keep up the amazing writing.
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