Diary entry nr. one

Dear Diary

Love is fragile but so strong, I have to work hard from now on, if I wish to keep it. He's been despizing my presence for half a year.. I've been a leech and a burden to him. The good part is, I guess, that I can see his point, and I agree. I just haven't had a choice. I haven't had anywhere else to go.

From next week, I will have somewhere else to go. I'll have my own home, and hopefully, a functioning relationship.

I feel like I'm walking on breaking ice. Slowly, it's melting underneath my feet. And all I can do to keep it solid, is try not to weigh too heavy on it.
I keep praying that some divinity will come to me and help, because I can't risk to loose what I have. I don't know what I'll do if I don't have him, and us.
He is one of the best parts of my life, and he is definitely the best example of a partner I've ever found. And I doubt anyone else will be so patient with me.

So what will I do, when I live on my own? I'll try to keep my head down, and not be a burden anymore. I'll attempt to repair the damage I've done, by stopping the acts that do damage, but not apologize for what I've done. My crimes are not ones that apologies should cover. It's mostly misunderstandings and bad timing. So all I can do, is try to do better in the future.


Poetic Justice