So Distant Now

Read to the acoustic guitar's melody line in Quiet Guitars- Theme 01j

so... distant now…
helplessly... thinking…
I turn to relive the scene…
thinking… thinking… thinking… thinking… thinking…

that I could relive the scene, with her…
that I could relive the scene...
but, nothing… nothing… nothing… nothing… nothing...
~
there…

then, I can feel her crying...
I can feel…
in me…
then I can feel her crying…
in me… I can feel her…
~

memories…
I can see the memories…
I can see them… with her…
memories… memories…
how I can see her memories…

~ 

so distant now…
distant…
so distant…

~ 

though, when I think about it,
and if I think about it…
life returns…
and I’m back there with her…
and I’m back…
and if I think about it…
really think about it, I should be back there…

~ 

darkness stirs within…
I just can’t stop it…
stirs within… stirs within… stirs within…
~

that’s when her

dawn warmly shines down…
happiness…
such happiness it brings me…
such happiness…
no longer melancholy…
I get up to close the door…

freeze;
~

no longer melancholy,
and yet I freeze…
and yet I freeze… and yet I freeze… and yet I freeze…
and yet I just freeze,
and the door

~ 

leads me to the window…
leads to the open window…
there in the rain… in the rain…
softly singing… softly swaying…
softly singing… softly singing… softly...

turning…
~

that’s when I turn there…

that's when I turn away...
I just turn, away…

I can't... 
bear it…
I just can’t bear it…
that's when I turn away,
no longer feel it…

that’s when I know…

so distant now…
it’s just that I can’t remember her
in just that way…
it’s just so
lonely… lonely… lonely… lonely…

so distant now…

with music-coordinating times:

0:05
so... distant now…
0:08
helplessly... thinking…
0:13
I turn to relive the scene…
0:17
thinking… thinking… thinking… thinking… thinking…
0:23
that I could relive the scene, with her…
that I could relive the scene...
0:28
but, nothing… nothing… nothing… nothing… nothing...
0:35
there…
0:36
then, I can feel her crying...
I can feel…
0:42
in me…
then I can feel her crying…
in me… I can feel her…
0:47
memories…
I can see the memories…
I can see them… with her…
0:54
memories… memories…
how I can see her memories…
0:59
so distant now…
distant…
so distant…
1:07
though, when I think about it,
and if I think about it…
1:11
life returns…
and I’m back there with her…
and I’m back…
1:18
and if I think about it…
really think about it, I should be back there…
1:25
darkness stirs within…
I just can’t stop it…
1:31
stirs within… stirs within… stirs within…
that’s when her
1:38
dawn warmly shines down…
happiness…
such happiness it brings me…
such happiness…
1:47
no longer melancholy…
I get up to close the door…
1:51
freeze;
no longer melancholy,
and yet I freeze…
1:57
and yet I freeze… and yet I freeze… and yet I freeze…
and yet I just freeze,
and the door
2:04
leads me to the window…
leads to the open window…
2:10
there in the rain… in the rain…
softly singing… softly swaying…
softly singing… softly singing… softly...
2:26
turning…
that’s when I turn there…

that's when I turn away...
I just turn, away…

I can't... 
bear it…
I just can’t bear it…
that's when I turn away,
no longer feel it…

that’s when I know…

2:55
so distant now…
it’s just that I can’t remember her
in just that way…
it’s just so
lonely… lonely… lonely… lonely…

so distant now…