I want

fumbling
mumbling
words, trying to not drop
the phone

wondering
why
the world seemed to pass
me by


dreaming of better
places
were I don't
have to apologize
for my feelings

broken dreams seem
to fall through holes
wasting
time

I want more than
thats
given to me

I want more than
what
was left for me

I want more than
lies
slipping gently through
my deaf ears

I want more than
emptiness
when I can see the fill

I want
I want
I want

thats right

I want!

I want to put my self
before
someone else for once

I wish
I didn't
have to wait
for song to come rushing
through the loud speakers

I lost so many
years
waiting

for something different
for something that didn't hurt me

I want
I want
I want

a different life
and I think maybe
staying awake at
5am
isn't helping
and I bet

you've stop reading
several lines up








I'm broken