the head fool of the royal court.
I live in my insanity,
and thrive off your laughter.
Before my performance,
with a wave and a smile,
I take a bow.
“My name is Auguste of wonder”
The adrenaline pumps
I begin to amaze.
I flourish with energy.
I feel light and powerful!
I can take on anything!
I AM KING!
The crowd begins to abuse me for more.
More… More… More…
Suddenly my reign tumbles to reality.
For they have the real power.
Their callous laughter echoes in my ears.
They care only for the mask,
and not the pain beneath it.
I grow too weak to stand.
My body trembles within.
Deeper I go into the abyss.
More… More… More…
In my darkness,
I begin to go mad.
The constant jingle rings chaotically in my mind
Jingle… Jingle… Jingle…
Under the constant demand of the crowd,
my soul cracks.
Trick after trick
I juggle my crushing heart,
never the crowd shall be appeased.
Jingle… Jingle… Jingle…
My eyes go dim
I begin to cry.
On the brink of breaking,
my crazed eye catches sight,
of a true Irish fantasy.
A spark ignites within,
As I gaze into your mystery.
My highlander of fire
I reach out to you and beg
light up my hallowed heart,
and make me your slave to your love.
I close my eyes
And embrace your warmth.
Author notes
It's hard to explain this poem. I use the jester again, because this is what I view myself as. The story of the poor jester, finally finding someone to carry on his act for. Nothing official, but things are looking up despite this poem. I guess you have to know me to truly understand the meaning this poem brings. I hope you can find enjoyment in it.
A contest entry
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Comments
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Wow. This was absolutely amazing. I loved the use of intense imagery to exacerbate the overwhelming feeling of dejection and sorrow. YOu did a great, great job on this. Wow.
Write on.
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Wow, nice. Very nice. I looked for cracks and holes in your poem and found none, not even a cranny. Very creative, imaginative and elegant. Keep up the good work!
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Sweet.
A meaningful piece,quite unique..
Vivid imagery...
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You capture it perfect!
This had a touch of Smokey Robinson Tears Of A Clown, but you express so much more than that, this is deep and insightful and a honest straight from the heart piece. Pleasure to read thankyou for sharing
Ps id give it more than 3


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I like this one...your use of words, and your (the jester's) pain! this is really really good!


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HEY I LIKE IT NICE WRITING


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vary nice
love it i did u feel the s
tory as well as you see it
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I feel the power throughout this poem. It has mixed emotions, of insanity, love, enchantment, trickery, confusion and hope. You have a great talent for writing. You should write more and publish a book. I'd buy it, hands down. ~ Kerri


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I found myself in the jester's position almost crying with him. I really liked the real-ness of the situation. Thanks for a good read

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wow Michael, the emoton in this. I'm struck speechless. Very beautiful, I love your poems, the jester is you and lets us see that. wow!












