Why am I not able to fully see
that if in the end, I want her to stand by me,
I have to be above and beyond everyone else to stand by her.
Disregard what others say and trust her.
I have this time now, when she is here with me
yet I am afriad to hold her, afraid she will leave.
I don't want to become the obsessed lovestruck stalker
yet I cannot seem to find a happy medium betweeen that and just being a friend to her.
if I get too close I may lose her and if I do,
I lose that friendship too.
I could not bear that pain,
but in staying back, I lose all that I have to gain.
Will I ever be completely satisfied
and be able to make it though still at her side?
I ought to have the strength, there ought to be power in love.
Becuase I love her with all of my heart and I can prove it up and above.
so I'll hold on to her as long as I possibly can
if I enjoy my time, it wont matter when it has to end.
Please tell me what you think
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stunning. i know how hard it can be to find that balance between being close to someone, and falling for them all over again. you dont know what to do. and it tears you apart because you are torn right down the center and you cant bear to face either side and you just want the both of you to be happy while it lasts. others might not liek your decisions but you are afraid that this might drive her away and you are so cinfused so you stay up at night just thinking about the "what ifs" and you cherish every moment you ahve with her as if it is the last.
=] everything will be ok
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yess. exactly. i still am trying to make sure im not too one or the other =]
thank you
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