Its the fucking parasite
living under my skin.
Always sucking life out,
killing me slowly.
Hidden by something beautiful,
making you fall for
the life stealing pleasure.
Yet under the beauty
lurks the unspeakable.
The hated and baned
are merging into my skin
while I close my eyes in extacy.
How do I stop the beautiful pain?
I know it's bad
yet I take it all in.
I'm so fucking stupid.
The pain is so intense
its making my body shake.
I close my eyes and block
out the pain with
my exquisite delight.
Its almost unbelievable that the hurt
is a joyful sensation in my heart.
My mind is screaming for it to stop
yet my feelings are more powerful.
I continue to spiral towards my death.
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