I hate this, This wasn't suppose to happen to you,
I look at these pictures in disbelief, this can't be true,
The scene of those pictures has made my heart shatter,
Looking at these photos, nothing else matterss,
No Vicki come back & stay with me,
You didn't really hit that tree,
My Heart is gone for the pictures hurt,
I have tears falling & all over my shirt,
Everyone is looking at me & know that something wrong,
But the only thing wrong is that you are gone,
I hate this life that am in but come back,
Please comfort me in the happiness I lack,
I will never be happy I will never be the same,
I go to the bathroom crying screaming out your name,
This isn't happening I can't believe I see,
How severe your pick up was, how can this be,
Get out of the ground you can't be under there,
I miss you so much & the way that you care,
These pictures are horrible, I feel so depressed,
You battled your suffering & you did your best,
I hate this pictures I want to burn them now,
All I have is more questions... why? how?
Author notes
Today has had to have been the hardest day since I have started school (Yes, even harder than the first day of school believe it or not)I saw for the first time, Vicki's car crash photos, the aftermath, her pick up inside & out & they were very GRAPHIC, There was some things that I wish I never saw. And I am so incrediably sad. I cried, I've been crying all day. Those pictures were really sad, I will never forget those horrible pictures.
Written September 8th, 2003
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this was again a great poem all ur poem come from ur heart.. all of them show ur feelings for vicky.. i'm sad after reading this one of urs..i know how hard it must have been watching the pictures u mentioned...
i'm sorry
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My Heart is gone for the pictures hurt,
I have tears falling & all over my shirt
another amazing poem...you are such a truthful and emotional poet..yet again i will say im sorry about your losses my heart is with you!! -
I'm sorry that this happened to you. I don't know what to say. I can't even imagine what you must be feeling. I agree with macandrew to keep writing to help get what you are feeling out and know that you have found a good support system here.
I understand my words must seem so weak right now and I am truly sorry and will pray as well for your strength
not as good as a real one but I hope it helps a little.
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Shouldn\'t have happened
Sara Dawn...
I read this but you aren't on so I'm going off to e-mail you.
Be right back. Are you okay? Who showed you these photos that I'm guessing were of the wreck??? Have you told your mom? Off to e-mail you but this is in case you come on while I'm e-mailing you. 
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My friend,
I am so sad for your loss but stand supportive in the poems you write so you can get your emotions and losses to the surface. I can not even imagine in trying to deal with what you have had to endure.
In Norse history, tales were told of those lost. The stories would involve the great things done so that their memories and lives would live on forever.
I hope one day to read one of these great stories.
All my best,
John -
Sara Dawn please don't cry, I can not even begin to imagine how hard that must have been for you - you have battled through so much and you have no idea how much I admire you. I am praying for you everyday, hoping that you will soon find some happiness and that things will get easier...you really are a living saint and I know that Vicki is with you and is desperate to wipe the tears away.
You are in my prayers and thoughts - God Bless you hun
Much love always
~*blue*~
xxx xxxxxx
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Oh Sara, I am sooooo very sorry to hear it.
That had to have been just HORRIBLE. This is terrible. How did you see this stuff? Was it at school? On the t.v.? How could you be subjected to this awful stuff? I am thinking of you and you right now. I hope you can feel it.
Your BIGGEST fan and AP friend,
~~Mary Anne~~
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(((((((((((((((((awe honey))))))))))))))))) I am so damn sorry. Poor thing. As for the poem, it's great dear. Simply wonderful, full of pain. I'm really truly sorry.
Hugs and luv,
~*Flawed Destiny*~
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