Thats who i am

Sometimes I love me
Most the time i hate me.
I love alot of things about my life,
But i would trade alot.
Im jealous of pretty much all my friends,
I dont like the way i look, at all.
The only reason i havent gone crazy,
Is because i have the love of my life.
I look into his eyes, and see a future,
I look at his smile, and melt,
I listen to his voice, and relax,
I feel his touch, and feel safe,
I taste his kiss, and kno it will all be okay,
I hear him say "I love you", and my love for him grows bigger.
He helped me straighten my life out,
And he helps me keep it that way.
My friends dont think he is that great looking,
But in my eyes, he is beautiful.
I am so in love, and its the most amazing thing.
It brings new feelings,
Safety, Happiness, Sadness, Anger, And many more.
Its the best thing you could ask for in life.
I try to cherish what we have, while we have it.
I feel like im in a fairy tale love story.
He loves me and thats all that matters.
I am scared everyday, knowing that i could lose him.
He has been in my life for years, came in, went out, and came bac in.
And i kno he will always be in my heart,
As my first love, and hopefully my last.
He gives my life hope.
I kno when i look at him,
That my life can be greater than jealousy,
Depression,
Hate,
And Lies.
And I wish on shooting stars,
That he will be in my life,
For all of time.