I thought this place was an Empire;

The only problems we ever had were the ones that weren’t to bad;
I’m finding it hard to think you ever loved me. Priorities all outa whack,
I shouldn’t be worried about anyone except for myself
Yet I take the fucking time to read all those line and memorize times
When I could still claim my life; you let me fuck it all up girl, cry baby cry.

I hope you never look back, seriously, just keep walking the fuck away.
I hope you never remember me or my fucking untouchable face,
I hope every bitch you date is greater then I could ever hope to be
And I hope she does everything better then me. (I know they will)

Honestly, it’s amazing superficial me took the time to notice you;
But then again everyone grows up at times, but never you. Never you.

I hope you smile when you read this, and I hope you hate me eventually,
I hope everything I say doesn’t have an effect on you mentally;
Physically, you’ve withdrawn into precious highs and video game lies,
You’re a superhero on the sprits.
I’m the broken headed diva soaked in spirits.

Spin me like a top, I’m alright. I’ll never know.
The vines inside me keep growing; wind.
Smile, the irony or razors multating skin;
But of course, I’d do anything not to let you in.

I hope it never crosses your mind that I was really sorry,
And that every time I said I loved you; I meant it, honestly.
I hope you never realize I would’ve stayed by your side
Regardless how you pushed me away, or how many times
You let me down; I struggled to keep my head above water
You’re a kid with an ant farm. Raw heart. Meet cleaver. Slaughter.