I just want to cry want to scream
Want to die
Want to shout out to the world….
About …
Words left unspoken….
And silent cries never to be broken
I want to lie…4 a moment
Forever…..
Since I became whatever
I just feel broken
No one can mend me
No one can find the key
I’m too tired to sleep
My tears are way too dry
I can’t let them out
Since they are the only thing remaining…
Filling my heart
HATE and RAGE are no more there
But If the were
I know towards whom they would be
They would be towards ME
I JUST CAN’T END IT
Don’t have the power
I have wasted it with the burdens of the others
I just can’t keep my head up
Since my neck is continuously broken
In all times
I thought I was happy or at least strong
But I discovered the opposite
When all the things went wrong
I just can’t help it
I want to again ask why
I thought every bad moment would pass by
But they continue to come back stronger than ever
And I’m suffocating because I believed in hope
Before being the hope itself
And nothing happened, or maybe it did
But not in the direction I had wanted to succed
This feeling can’t be washed away
Like water with dirt
Because this is a stain that forever it will stay
In my white shirt
I m too tired to remember anything
Just a black spot and no laughing
That IS my soul…………
BROKEN, SMASHED CRUSHED & DASHED
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