Its back again.
That same old feeling.
When I was in School last year
Everytime I went down stairs
I would stand and stare and wonder
"Would it be so terrible if I fell and broke my neck?"
"Would anybody be sorry?"
"What if I jumped?"
That terrible self loathing feeling
is back again
only twenty days till school starts
and I already want to die
after talking to my mom.
Please tell me what you think
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Um, What is this actually about? Are these just feeling that you have, or suppressing? I hope that you really don't plan to kill yourself or harm your self in any way. There are other options that are way better and it might not seem like anything will ever get better, but it does, how can it get any worse, right? I have been right where you are now and felt the same things, and even followed through on my attempts, (I failed at those too!) But as I had time to heal my wounds, and that is what it takes(time) I was so thankful that I failed, and I now look back at those rough days(and years) as stepping stones that only made me stronger. PLEASE!!! If you need some one to talk to or some one to just listen to you, I will, and I'm not just saying this because I feel sorry for you, I really want to, and would welcome any thing you need to get off your chest, I would like to say that you writing poetry is an excellent way to vent your feeling, so you see, you are already heading on the right path and doing some good! keep writing and stay strong!-rainydae
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