Things seem so incomplete since you have been gone,
Being close to anyone makes it seem impossible & wrong,
Why did this happen? Why did it have to be you?
I want to believe that this event isn't true,
You are with Megan & our fathers that passed on,
Your hugs & your smile is something I long,
I really needed you today my friend,
For the pain & anger I thought would never end,
I miss You, my Dad, Megan & my heart,
I feel like my spirit is going to fall apart,
I look in hopes of seeing you in those halls,
Only to end up crying in the bathroom stalls,
This really sucks to know nothing will ever be ok,
Knowing that this heartache is there & will forever stay.
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I have lost count how many times I have looked around in the hallways looking for Vicki, I been needing her lots lately.
Written September 5th, 2003
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Another sad poem. I'm sorry you're still looking for Vicki. My grandpa passed away over two years ago.....I don't look for him but I still miss him and I know everyone else in my family does too.
A beautiful poem. Amazing. I know how you hope that it's all just been a bad bad dream, and look, thinking things are okay now. It just hurts all over again to find that that isn't true. Reality bites back hard, hey?
xxx mistry (anti-pink
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Ok..this is like the 329403454594 time ive tried to comment on this but AP screwed up and I couldnt post it =o( so lets try this again shall we?!
Well first of all I want to tell you how sorry I am about everything you have gone through just know all things happen for a reason, even though it doesn't seem that way now, you will feel good again someday when you are fully healed. Believe me it will happen so just keep your head up until then! And please keep writing your thoughts down because the best poetry in my opinion comes from a broken heart. Amazing write. -
Hi...
wow, this poem is great. I can't relate to it at all, I've never known anyone whos died. But...I can however imagine it, thanks to your poem. You did a great job.
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Hello luv!! Another lovely poem *hugs* to you and I wanted to tell ya something
Yesterday on my way here *to my mum's house* I was listening to a cd that a friend made me. I was dancing along when the cd skipped to the next track and there was one of my most fave songs by U2. Have you ever heard the song called Stuck in a Moment? If you have you should hear it and if you have, hear it again. My thoughts immediately went to you. Silly as it may sound since I only know you through here, but you came to mind and as I sang it tears came to my eyes. I know that things are hard for you now, but maybe it something your angels would be saying to you? Give it a try and let me know what you think. *hugs* take care ~ize
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Just remember that she is with you always, in your heart, so you don't have to look far to find her. Don't give up, keep strong, and remember that you have to have faith, it will help you through anything
Much love to you
~*blue*~
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Oh, I am so sorry hon!! But as I have said many times, keep up the writing, it is cathartic. I pray every day that you will find your way back to happiness soon. The poem, is wonderfully done, as always. Your writing ability truly amazes me. 
Your BIGGEST fan and AP friend,
~~Mary Anne~~
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just cry out the grief... keep writing... never hold emotins back..
let them flow in ur poems in ur tears in every way they can be and i wonder how ppl can say u should stop grieving now.. really insensitive as u told in ur other poem... afterall we r humans not machines that we got some remote control to stop grieving or start griving.. u do wat u feel like... but NEVER EVER GIVE UP IN LIFE ..
blessings!
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I wish there was a tear drop icon on AP. This happens to me a lot when something reminds me of mom or my dad or grandmother but especially now with mom since she just passed six months ago. The other day I sent Meesa P. the cell phone Lynn got while mom was in ICU because we cancelled the service and when she said hers was broken... Anyway, we went out to eat and I had to wear sunglasses at El Fenix because I had box on table for us to take to post office after lunch. I told Lynn it was allergies because I was afraid he'd be mad but it was all I could do to not just lie in the restaurant floor and roll up in a ball and cry I was so overwhelmed with grief. People were staring because my face would contort as I fought off the intense sadness the phone Lynn got while mom was in ICU brought back.
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Poor baby!! I'm sooooo sorry. I really like your poem though. It's very good. I miss your friends after reading this! It's so touching.
~*Flawed Destiny*~
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