You are spiders
curld inside my
husks of hands and chest-born caves,
slither-sliding
all inside me
animating
stillborn tissue,
hollowed out by
thousand egglings, layed inside
one starry night, to rupture.
Animate me, darling terror
wind my arms up o'er mine eyes
stroke my stomach, I may vomit
silky blankets on my bed,
coat myselof in this dread
that i so welcome, madman's taste
for spider-bites writhe.
And thinking that, as I ate those
egg-pied plates, I welcomed
doom upon myself, in thoughts of
love i opened wide and said to you
"love step inside."
And thinking that, i've never learned
a lesson twice, even as im eaten thus
ive come again and swallowed
scorpion eggs this time.
Author notes
This is an expression of a very complicated emotion. Something in between love, teror, and regret. This is the only way i could dare say it.
Please tell me what you think
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My verdict... You shouldn't be so terrified of her, things are different this time. She clearly loves you. The only thing you should fear is breaking her heart, because I doubt from the way things sound that she'll do anything to hurt you. Maybe ing loosing yourself you'll fall into the same mistrust and worry as before, that would be wrong to her. Don't you dare hurt another person like that again. I would protect others before myself so if I here that you pull one ounce of bull shit with this girl, I'll hunt you down and rip your heart out myself. Don't tell me its not my job. And as for the fact that you're infusing yourself with spiders in the poem... well they all think there cute and fuzzy don't they... you should let them in,,, I guess. (gross) lol
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