you wanna know what i'm thinking
my god if you only knew
everything is racing
it's all in my head i know
it's just the truth is so
hard to tell
i can see myself falling
for you
but i don't know
i'm afraid
the thought terrifies me
if i fall again
i'll be hurt again
after the many times
i've been hurt
i don't think i could do it again
i don't trust you enough
not with my feelings
having emotions
for anyone
means
one
thing
lots of pain
i will fall and i will break
what comes up
must come
down
?
Author notes
just something on my mind
