Forsaken in this mortal defeat,
My failure sings his song again.
Losing my patience with every move
My balance is what I can't maintain
The pressure provoked all the limits
[ All those lines were drawn by me ]
Confines of my mind in its place
For fear of crossing the boundary
Yet strings break loose from time to time
Exposing carefully fastened seams
Ripping the hopes that are within
While des.troy.ing all of my dreams
Insanity escapes jail of mind
My soul breaks down at its progress
Shut down the system of my heart
As reason is fully digressed
The mania of my sense uncaps
Hysteria controls my every turn
The end of classtime for this life
Since there is nothing left to learn
The voices mocked my own reflection
Perfecting depths of misery
Tossing my fists in self-defense
Breaking the mirror as it laughs at me
The shattered peices laid on the ground
Each one insulting what I've become
As a range of emotions swept over
At times restless - and - at times numb
Struggling to catch hold of breath
I always tried to get away
As usual I always gave in
'Cause attempts won't help me anyway
Pretense overcame my expression
[ Imagine how many times I've lied ]
But you couldn't hold me at wrong
'Cause if one thing - it's that I tried
Life itself was an
a.t.t.e.m.p.t
anyway.




. Well written.

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