once in heaven

you told me it’s over and you want to move on
I couldn't understand why and what did I do to make
you put all this to an end

you called me and told me goodbye
I tried so hard not to let you hear me cry
damn it hurts so
there was nothing I could say or do
to get a good grip of my actions and keep you
to hold you again the woman I always love

I broke into hallucination, and lost in this world
nightmares of you holding another man kicks in
the finality of my treasure has come and I must accept it
I broke down and dropped to my knees and lost my faith
in the world I have known, the world of me and you

I could not tell the difference between day and night
because the lights were dimming and fading far away from me
I am hopeless and the dreams of being with a true love vanished


now I know I will never get to hold you tight again
my heart is feeling weary; I guess it’s the fondness that I feel for you
or probably the broken pieces inside my lungs
the tears are bitter, and damn they burn worse than a fire

I was once in heaven, enjoying an endless stream of love
but when you called and said good bye
I fell the burning fire inside me eat me out slowly
you left me in darkness because the sooner you hung up the
my whole lights dimmed out, and the dark blurred

sometimes I wonder what is worth taking another breath for
why do I want o move on when I awake to an empty day
knowing that you aren’t by my side when the night comes
I happened to know the truth is that I still love you


and making it through another day is worth it
because I get to see you smile, I see the happiness you seek sinks in
and that’s why I keep on moving to see my true love set free
from the cage that she was trapped in.