My Life

My life is crashing before my eyes
my world is turning upside down
my family is there for me
but am i there for them

My life is turning upside down
my world is is crashing before my eyes
I feel so scared and alone
in the darkest days of my lives

I know my family and friends
are there to catch me if i fall
but i fear i am not trusted
that if they fall, i will not be there

live together
fall together,
Is that true?

If I fall,
my family falls.
If I stand,
my family stands.

If i fail,
my family fails.
If I prevail,
my family prevails.

If I die,
my family dies.
If I live,
my family lives.

I need to stop what i do
stop all my wrong ways
live life to the fullest
to lose the temper

I need to correct
all my wrong ways
and do all the right things

Think about the positive,
not the negative.
Prepare for the worst,
not the best.

Do all I'm told
when I'm told.
Never disobey,
always agree.

No pain,
No gain.
Is that true?

If I feel no pain,
I gain no strength.
If I gain no strength,
I am marked as weak.

Am I weak?
Or am I stronge?
Do I love to live?
Or live to love?

I am confused in life.
I love my family
but does my family love me?
Do I need help, or does my family need help?

How do I cope with the daily drama,
you may ask.
How do you cope with your daily drama,
I may ask.

Answer these questions
and you hold the key to my life.

All the pain
All the love
All the sadness
All the happyness
Don't add up to how confused I am,
How confused my life is.

My life is hectic
and always will be
from time to time.

But for now,
my life is becoming calm
as calm as a gentle breeze.

But trust me,
my life will get rough
again.
As rough as the waves of the ocean,
Crashing during a storm.